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Monday, September 19, 2005

5:38 AM

nostagical message

he smsed me again, after a three month hiatus

Should i?

Not that i still like him in that way, but being friends again seem to be a good idea.

Friends share aspects of their life with one another

Friends cherish each other

Friends give advice

Friends care

Friends r always there for you

Am i prepared physcologically to be a friend?

I have no idea.......

Friends r truthful

I can't be truthful, not to him

I dun noe

I'm confused

I confided in WJ

I got the same ans i have been getting from almost everybody

" a sex pervert"

"had cybersex"

...................................................

"estimate the value to be 40"

he never told me anything

and i doubt he would anyway

I'm not naive, i noe its impossible to continue tt kind of relationship

I dun want it too

Yesterday, i found myself fielding his messages with caution

Every msg, i would analyse for hidden meanings

Then answered them causually

Do i trust him?

I dun noe...i wished i could

I wished I could trust WJ and the others too

Honestly, I 'd jus prefer to escape

A cowardly act, but its tiring to be on my guard 24/7

Now I noe wat true love MUST have...

a person i could trust w/o ever doubting

I dun think i've ever trusted him totally before

Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

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