好笨好笨
不是天真，不是单纯，而是一种超乎人类思想的愚蠢。。。

女人。。。
要自爱。。

笨笨笨笨笨笨笨

这么命苦，真是的


思想上为何有哪么多的约束，

自己的信仰几时演变成违背自己幸福的关键

我真恳切能不顾所有，勇敢的追求爱情。。

但良心和 灵魂终究不能平息。

好困扰。。。

每当我听到有人求婚或则要结婚了，心里总是感到有点酸溜溜的。我实在不知道我是否有这个命吗？之从遇上你，对于婚姻和一辈子的观念也没多大的希望了。
还是蛮伤心的。

人是能够改变的吗? 爱情能够让人改变吗？
上帝在掌管一切，结果是我每晚，每时刻所盼望的吗？

有时候还真的蛮痛苦，永远都说不出的苦衷。

Watched the Phantom of the Opera musical with D on sat night at vivo.
It was a special performance that celebrate 25 years since it was first staged.
My first time watching a broadway musical! Even though it wasnt live, it was really good! XD
music of the night

5th monthsary dinner at Friends@Jelita
I had an m1 Youth Treats promotion !
So its only 18sgd per pax for a 4 course dinner :)


Appetizer: spagetti mouthful with prawn roe cooked in Italian spices


Second dish: Wild mushroom soup


Main course: Grilled chicken cutlet with green chilli topping and poached potatoes.



Dennis's main course: Ribeye steak, medium rare


Brownies for dessert

Quite filling and tasty for $18!
Good bargain :)





One photo each





Went to Vivo after to watch the three muskeeters
The plot is paper thin
but there's plenty of grandeur ( think flashy and pompus victorian fashion and old world venice sets),fancy sword fighting and action to keep you interested and watching.

Went into uniqlo to take a look and saw that they were having trench coats for sale! Couldnt resist and tried it on for a while.
Absolutely love winter wear :)

:)

Whoa... totally heart this shoe, but too high for practical use. though its pweety.

The last few days have been busy with my art business and in finishing my commissions.

whew, suddenly found myself with four more commissions after i'd cleared my existing ones..

there's always Good and bad

i'll take a rest and study today then draw a bit again on sunday after church .

Friday is 5th monthsary dinner, den saturday i'm having a flea to clear my old clothes and squeeze some money out for this month , followed by phantom of the opera with D at night

Just saw on Facebook that my friends are getting married in a year or two???
One is same age as me, she has already taken pre-wedding shots with her bf/fiance/husband to be
The other is two years older than me... and is happily posting pictures of her dream apartment, pondering about flower arrangements and has an album full of her experimenting with different bridal looks. of course her bf has proposed.. the bf is just 2 years older than her, which makes him 25?

hmmm, why the shock?
Its like a wake up call huh, husband.. wife, foreign alien concepts to me.
In the life of a student, its just test after tutorial after lecture, and then it hits you like hey, suddenly you're old enough to be MARRIED..

only thought on my mind, : SO FAST ??

its not that i've never thought about this before, just don't really want to think about it.
at least not at this moment.

opens up another chapter of my adulthood that i don't think i'm quite ready for
to even think about it.

i'll just keep doing what i'm doing, and be good at them first

hmmm, i cant fathom how ppl married at 15-18 last time.. arrgh...
robbed childhood

better a gf/bf than a wife/husband.

different roles, different expectations/different stress

at least not for me, not at this moment in time.

well, congrats to my two friends and their upcoming nupitals!

i'll do my part and contribute to the angpow stash :)