Saturday, February 18, 2012
4:19 PM
i'm really depressed..crying on and off the whole day.
i've not felt like this for a long long time
losing interest in everything and anything
i just feel like sealing myself up in a vacuum pack and go to sleep
not caring about my commitments and responsiblites
and now , my ex is choosing this moment to talk to me about his love life..
mixed ball of feelings
i know i'm deliberately sealing myself off
and somehow i'm happy doing that.
pathetic piece of sheet i m.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
12:31 AM
a little down and grumpy with a bad headache and irritating crampsthe boyfee is moody
and i'm moody too come to think of it
was just googling a whole bunch of my favourite craft sites
and the whole craftosphere is teeming with ideas on valentine's day
feeling slightly inspired for business
and for tuesday night and tuesday giveaways to friends
grumpy
so shall do a happy post
a happy post is to list any thing that i can be happy for now
1) i'm happy cuz its friday and i can wake up late tomorow finally
2)i'm happy cuz its sat tml and i can get some drawing for my clients done like finally too
3) i'm happy cuz there will be another episode of my little pony tomorrow ^^
4) i'm happy cuz i can watch jackie wu tawiwan show tomorrow ( though i wished i could watch it with D.. but he have a steamboat gathering )
5) i'm happy cuz i've just cancelled gym due to cramps and yippee , can slum for the weekend
6) i'm happy cuz i'm just happy planning my shopping trip on sunday!
7) i'm happy cuz i just watched big bang theory and am heartened that penny and leonard might get back together :D
8) i'm happy cuz i'll be going for facial on sunday ;) haggard face ftw... :( need rejuvenation FAST
9) i'm happy i'm finally attached for my first v day... like seriously ! somehow always break before v day sia
10) i'm happy i did a decent attempt on my pom test today despite feeling unsure of what i had studied.
rarrrrr
i need to study desperately speaking of study
stress
and when i'm stressed i really just want to go to daiso to buy rubbish useless things
day dreaming a lot of my pushcart in sept too :)
its gonna be great!
i want to do up a few posters and frame them and hang them around my room
i wanna learn photoshop so so badly :( and adobe
need to upgrade my skills
Monday, February 06, 2012
2:06 PM
Been a little busy with social activities lately
wansing's mad retro looks ;)
hamming it up at johnlittle playing a game we did when we were back in RV
met up with the girls more frequently now that wansing is back :)
hand drawn birthday card for mom :)
modern birthday cake with maccarons.
celebrated mom's birthday on the 31st of jan,
Ding tai fung family outing to celebrate mom's birthday
went for flea at SCAPE on 4th of feb and met hope there who gave me this really cute pouch :)
went with cat to musee d' orsay's exhibition yesterday morning at 10 am ;)
felt like i was back in Paris again, been so so close to these authentic and genius works of art
i wonder how they can manage to paint out such masterpieces !
Celebrated D's Birthday with him yesterday at his house
watched him bake a cake.
couldnt help much except pass him things because the kitchen is small and i dun really know what is where, and cuz his dad is also preparing his birthday dinner. too crowded to move around.
his sister and brother in law also came by, not sure for what, so suddenly the house have 7 ppl moving around.
picked a dandelion for him to make his birthday wishes, kinda fun haven done that in ages.
the bulk of the day was spent on making the cream cake ( it was kinda difficult getting the batter to be exactly right and because we accidentally put the ingredients in the wrong order, we put butter before flour, the cake didnt rise properly, though it still looks and taste alright.
pictures of it :)
before the frosting, even the whipped cream is made from scratch!
2 layered sponge cake with hidden strawberries surprise within.
after frosting :)
His sister handmade Tang yuan for dessert
hmmm, feel abit embarrassed , cuz everyone in his house can cook superbly well.. his dad and grandfather are both chefs
mom cooks great thai food
even the maid, whom they complain cooks poorly, cooks better than me ;(
rarr, everything handmade sia,
i'm not even sure how to hard boil an egg properly. mine always comes out semi boiled >.<
hmmm, feel abit embarrassed , cuz everyone in his house can cook superbly well.. his dad and grandfather are both chefs
mom cooks great thai food
even the maid, whom they complain cooks poorly, cooks better than me ;(
rarr, everything handmade sia,
i'm not even sure how to hard boil an egg properly. mine always comes out semi boiled >.<
and here's a random photo of me doing something weird during cny period to end off this post. XD
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