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Friday, February 26, 2010

1:58 AM

this blog is almost dead. :)


however thats cuz i've been busy with another blog!


and for those of you who still bother to stalk me on my facebook, you'd know that i'm in a shop called Sunflower now.

And guess what?

i'm getting promoted! XD


in a happy mood now.


also, i realized how beautiful love can be, from someone who's younger than me no less, but prob more advanced in terms of love and relationships.

what she posted on her blog could be found at the end of this post


and all the time i was scared of it , cuz after a few failed r/s, it just means commitment, being tied down, less fun etc etc etc.

and of course, over-reliance on that person until he gets so sick and tired of me.

no one likes that feeling of course.

i'm not independent i admit now.

but there's a tweak, i'm an reliant girl who wants to be more independent.

i want to stop relying on ppl( though its comforting) and stand up for myself ( though its scray to think about it)

sometimes i mistake independence for lonliness, as it comes along with it as well.


but i guess you will only be as lonliness or as satisfied as you want to feel.


and oh yes, i'm gonna take up salsa soon, though i'm terrified of it.

but if it teaches me how to move with my heart and soul, and listen with my eyes, den i'm for it.


all for being a better person, haha, and learning how to enjoy things too. super impt lesson, and throw in the bonus of dancing with my close friend, and i'm sold , really.


:)


i'm really contented now, haha, but if I could meet that someone special that would be brillant. Just that I wouldnt go all the way out to search for him, cuz i'm still not ready yet, and i dun think he is ready too.


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I love the color YELLOW, though i don't wear it.

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