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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

8:06 PM

so much things have happened recently,

has it really been 3 weeks already >

from going to hk to getting new experiences to emotional turmoils ,

been there done that gotten the teeshirt.

recently been fearing

i've done so much , and yet it feels like i haven done anything

my biggest fear is to return to square one without knowing that i've done so

what m i working so hard for ?

i can tell you the answer verbally, but sometimes, is that only what my brain wants and not my heart?

so what m i working so hard for ??

a little insecure still

i dun think i'll ever be secure after all that has happened, sadly.

its like : you never know whether you'll be ok until you try

and i've tried, and it feels like its not ok

i really m not looking forward to you leaving .

til then, i'll just have fun.

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Sunday, June 05, 2011

1:14 PM

I never have been very grounded to reality.

i love escapism

through music, books, and dance.

losing myself, prolonging the problems.

closed up in my own world

the feelings i get when i draw, when i dance, and when i read

me and the environment, no body else

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i 'm trying to tear down that wall now, but i'm still afraid.
i cant stop running away anymore

i need to grow up


self awareness +1 , lonliness +1 , action : for sale

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i fantasize a lot

i hear a dull long peal
just like a ship's docking call

i'm not sure if its just me, but i'm extremely visual ..
i begining to think that not everyone sees images which will invoke grandidose feelings in me , when they experience situations ?

i always though everyone could see what i'm seeing.

maybe thats y i can draw so well

time to open your eyes girl !

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12:48 PM

its been a really long time since i blogged,

so much has happened that if i try to back track and blog about everything, it will simply take forever.

Met new friends, tried new things.. faced new challenges.

back to square one

lols, i guess, its not the experience and the things that count, after all that escaping, i still have to face myself in the end.

on a journey to understand myself.

who i m, what i believe in, what do i really want .

i dun have a lot of self confidence and thus made quite a lot of boo boo , when it comes to socializing.

awkward.

i tend to share too much, too soon, and to make matters worse, i care too much about sharing too much and too soon .

pssft.. other's ppl's views of me
are they really that important ?

ok cool, shall take life more easily.

everything trust God.
do my best,
the best is yet to be.

i wish for wisdom to be able to make the right decisions.

i hope that the ppl around me will be blessed richly because of me.

i wouldnt want to be a liability to anyone

always learning, yearning and improving .

Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

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I love the color YELLOW, though i don't wear it.

I love clowns, frogs, polka dots, and whimisical brollies.

I love olden english, the Victorian era, and am a steampunk fan.

I love good architecture, classic designs, photography, and arts and craft.

I am a die hard Romantic and I love doing things with people I love.

It is my ambition to be a businesswoman , and my childhood dream to be an air stewarddess.

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75% unpredictablilty 20% steadfastness, and 5% craziness

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