chalet headache

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

1:28 PM

[ Time can really neutralise a person's feelings.]
one month have passed w/o having to see some people, so much tt i have completely forgotten how stinging their thoughtless remarks could be. Thus i was caught off guard...and under those circumstances, i reverted back to my old habits
[old habits die hard] i messaged _ instead. The results? A "good luck to u" ...strange, after such a long period of time,it still pissed me off...that same " i cant be bothered " attitude...but oh wells, hu m i to _? practically nobody..so i'm not surprised.
Abt today, i have really mixed feelings, the fabulous afternoon kinda makes up for the sucky morning..i was supposed to meet at Bedok for class chalet..i didnt noe where, Mrt or interchange..so i ran between the two, trying to find familiar faces in the surging crowd. i found _ tho, watever..i dun wish to talk abt wat happened..jus let the events be blown away by the wind or something.
i didnt noe how to get to bedok in the first place{ my bearings? one word: horrendous} Luckily, ezra brought me there, i had met up with him earlier to pass him de choir tix he ordered fr me.
i went to bedok with high hopes of a normal aand nondescript chalet. I dun even care if no one talks to me..the better, just let me be, and allow me some space to indulge in literature and i'll be some wat eternally grateful.
but it seems these simple things are even beyond the reach of some ppl. stinging remarks. i'm not deaf u noe..? sigh. by tt time, i was slightly exasperated. i had no idea how to get to get to east coast. i had always relied on the shuttle bus during weekends
[never rely too much on any thing or any one, cuz u'll be in the pits sooner or later]
and they left w/o me..
oh wells, i have to get to east coast some how, cuz terence agreed to teach me skating tho he had his last o lvls paper tml..so i scrounged around the interchange for information on how to get there..fustrated, pissed and lost..lol, not a good combination . haha
so i ended up at Tao Nan sch, i didnt even noe there was such a sch til i reached there. i had no idea how to advance, so i rang up terence for help. he skated over to bring me to east coast.
by tt time i had decided not to go chalet. i've never felt i was part of the class, included but not a part, tolerated but not exactly welcomed, so wats e pt of gg there and being pissed over every thing? so i rented skates for two hours and skated around with Terence.
i only knew Terence from today, through yan sin, who's also as avid skater like him.he's really fun to be with ..for the first time in ages, i felt like me, being myself, no more acting, no more faking, no more being on the defensive continually. Whoa, it was so relaxing! the only two reason y i decided to go chalet is : 1) i could learn skating wif terence 2) i dun need waste 10 bucks...but after the episode at the interchange, i WOULD rather waste 10 bucks. lol
after skating, we went to get his skates repaired, haha, it was uphoarious! he melted plastic to mend a crack in his skates' frame..rather ingenious tho..haha
after that, we went bowling, hey hey! i got a 80+ score, whilst he had 94....both of us haven't played for a while, so our standard kinda dropped. this only my second time dabbing in the sport..haha, quite pleased with the results. at first i only had gutter balls or a score of nine..never a strike but always a nine or zero..weird!
terence gave tips on how to stand, walk and swing my arms, only then did my score improve...nevertheless, it was a really enjoyable day. i think dis beats gg to chalet anytime!

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