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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

9:55 PM

#what is in store for me?#wat m i doing all my life?#where m i supposed to head?#wat m i supposed to do?#wat do i wan to do?#wat is life's purpose?#who is impt in my life?#how m i supposed to act?#hu m i supposed to be?#is there a set of rules i can follow?#wat r they?#m i supposed to be another follower of crowds?#being diff is a crime?#wat r my goals?#wat m i studying for?#wat r my aims?#wat r my dreams, my hopes, my aspirations?#wat r life's piorities?#wat r my piorities?#wat's my character?#wat's my personality?#

hu m i?

is it more painful to realise tt , after all dis while, i might only be unfatuated with the feeling of being loved and not the person?
or is it more hurting to find myself on my way to being schizophrenia?

i dun trust my feelings. they are only an electric pulse in my brain cells...its all in the mind, they say.
Feelings can lie. but it feels realistic......the truest thing normally have a false basis to it

i feverently yearns to believe it real, but even if it is...so wat? so wat?!! NTHG...nthg at all..

i'm scared of her, terrified...she rules my life with dictatorship ruls and lonliness...if some one knows how to get of my miserable world, pls tell me.

i dread her..i abhor her, bitterness....
pls help me Lord

Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

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