sunday blues
Monday, May 29, 2006
12:00 PM
today was terrible. more of like invisible me in this swirling world. haha, lots of defeats today. sad,just felt really lost and left out today. not another bout of tiredness again? tiredness seems to be an all time workable excuse to explain these phenomas.haiz, there's another earthquake yesterday in Indonesia. 3000 dead! but the thing that struck me most chilling was when some government decided to donate 1000 body bags..wat would u feel if u had a dead relative or loved ones?
"wa, some ones donating free body bags, can save on coffins..." O.o....the indonesian ppl are so full of determination and life. living ON the ring of fire and surviving disaster after diasaster is not easy. well, actually, i think there are too many diasaters that ppl are numbed. so much that the gauge disasters by how many ppl died , as casually as one is saying " how many times u visited the loo today?". maybe this is y the responses by various world bodies are not quite enthu abt immediate reactions. only singapore is the most prompt i should say( not becuz i;m from singapore that i said that!)
i'll pray for them, today's sermon's was abt praying. not just for myself but for others.
gosh, feeling so stressed, my cousin went overseas to Thailand for an army attachment, and i miss him so much, miss my uncle agony, miss my mentor, miss my fren. sad, i had never liked changes much. besides, when he comes back one year later, i would have finished o's, allocated to schools and settled, when i cant even figure out how to sort out this educational mess of mine. sobb
haha, i had always believed in a day by day mantra, but seems it doesnt work for o's. 141 days to o's and counting.
92 days to prelims.
number of revisions: none
level of confidence abt subjects: so-so
i wished i was in IP. any programme that will allow me to skip it, i'll take it, no matter tha price. i'm scared.
i wish i could run away. sometimes i hate the gov for putting 16 yrs olds tru this gruelling "zhi xiang chan sar"
gosh....after the prep talk our teachers whipped out on wed, ppl will crying for goodness sake...those words are still ringing in my ears...
"there's not enuff time...its the last lap..u're competing with everybody else...if u dun move fast enuff, others will..."
sad...
nvm.
praise group was uplifting but tiring...group life not really happy?
i need a stress ball.
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