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Thursday, September 28, 2006
12:35 PM
does anyone believe in platonic friendship? anyone? pls raise ur hands so i can see.....
i wonder what is the hullabaloo about.i mean there are only two types of homosapiens on earth, female or male, and since rv is a mixed school, it is inevitable one HAS got to interact with either type sometime or the other.
the most irritating thing is,misunderstandings often occur because of the blighty difference in genders.that is so sad....
because of a diff in genders, platonic friendships cannot exist? if he was a gal, all the things we did together would be "legal", so called in a way. so what if he's male, doesnt make a diff to me, the fact that he is still my close fren remains largely.
i will not stop talking or befriending him just because half the level have misconceptions otherwise...that would be totally shallow and the friendship would be as sham as dust
its another 2 months left to go, thankfully...
sometimes i feel negative, having ppl whom i m not v close wif critizising what i do,anyway, the fact that they r not close to me, shows that they do not understand y i did some particular thing, in that case, wouldnt they be the worst critics imaginable?
i'll just find solace in the fact that for those ppl hu are close to me, they understand me.mostly.
like i've said, i do not have the time and the strength to care about how others view me, be it positive or negative, as long as we know that we are not doing anything wrong,and enjoy this close friendship with one another, it is enough for me.
i have clarified a number of times initially, and now i'm tired of saying it, i shall post it here, whoever wants to believe what i m trying to say, good for u.
if not, too bad
prelims were pretty bad
there were two outreach talks from acjc and hcjc today, and an introduction to KI.
the realisation that my prelim results wont get me anywhere near these institutions struck me suddenly( unless they hardcore moderate)
i feel like crying...but whats the use anyways? shrug and move on,i've 29 days left to the first paper...gambatte!
i went to changi airport viewing mall today with my fren
normally,it would have been a rejuvenating experience...watching the planes take off and land..feeling lazy and distant..like there's no pressing issues squashing me flat.
today was different, i couldnt seem to relax, my mind keep whirring,abt my troubles..it seems like another afternoon lost..
anyway the mood after school was totally ruined by an unexpected jest and a near accusation by a close friend, which put me and my fren in i-feel-so-damn-fustrated moods
so....i'm begining to lose hope, really..academic and spiritually wise
May God help me to tide over this period