last thing

ARCHIVES FOR MORE POSTS

Saturday, September 02, 2006

2:43 AM

the last thing i need now is bgr. really.
damn hormones...
i read a story book:
#1 would u be more inclined towards someone who cares about u but u dun like in that way?
or a person hu u cant be with but u like a lot?

i cant handle things. so sue me pls.
i feel like crying over and over again. y? i wan to be happy.i know how to be happy, obey God, bask in God's love, and recieve God's happiness, there, three simple steps.
but y cant i just follow them?

the more close i m to you, the more i'm scared of upsetting u. its my own issue isnt it? its my own problem. it has always been like that.
for my future, i have to allienate myself from u, not that i want. but the risk is too big. i might lose another fren again. i dun wanna that to happen. but recently, my feelings seems to be surging.
the symptoms of a crush; searching for u in the crowd, picturing ur smile in my mind. and the nagging thought that i cant be with u. ever.
but u always seem to be around me, and i dun want u to leave me.
is that selfishness?
i guess so.
someone's gotta be the meano here.
Dear God, pls help me here. i've done something i shouldnt.
that;s y i cant bloody concentrate
thats y i'm not happy

you make me feel happy.
but thats fake happiness.
once u're gone, its gone
i dun wan it to be like that.

i dun wan to cry
i wan to be happy
i wan to go HC
i wan to study
yet
i wan u
................
pls punish me Dear Lord
pls steer me back to the right path.
i beg u
pls forgive ur wayward daughter..
i need u
pls

Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

Create Your Badge

profile
Hello. my name is (Roxanne),and this is my online diary.

I love the color YELLOW, though i don't wear it.

I love clowns, frogs, polka dots, and whimisical brollies.

I love olden english, the Victorian era, and am a steampunk fan.

I love good architecture, classic designs, photography, and arts and craft.

I am a die hard Romantic and I love doing things with people I love.

It is my ambition to be a businesswoman , and my childhood dream to be an air stewarddess.

I am random and fickle like the wind.

75% unpredictablilty 20% steadfastness, and 5% craziness

blogskins / livejournal

friends
One Two Three Four Five Six Seven

Archives
• May 2005
• June 2005
• July 2005
• August 2005
• September 2005
• October 2005
• November 2005
• December 2005
• January 2006
• February 2006
• March 2006
• April 2006
• May 2006
• June 2006
• July 2006
• August 2006
• September 2006
• December 2006
• January 2007
• April 2007
• May 2007
• June 2007
• July 2007
• August 2007
• September 2007
• October 2007
• November 2007
• December 2007
• January 2008
• February 2008
• March 2008
• April 2008
• May 2008
• June 2008
• July 2008
• August 2008
• September 2008
• October 2008
• November 2008
• December 2008
• January 2009
• February 2009
• March 2009
• April 2009
• May 2009
• June 2009
• July 2009
• August 2009
• September 2009
• December 2009
• January 2010
• February 2010
• March 2010
• April 2010
• May 2010
• June 2010
• July 2010
• August 2010
• September 2010
• October 2010
• November 2010
• December 2010
• January 2011
• February 2011
• March 2011
• April 2011
• May 2011
• June 2011
• July 2011
• August 2011
• September 2011
• October 2011
• November 2011
• December 2011
• January 2012
• February 2012
• March 2012
• April 2012
• May 2012
• August 2012
• January 2013
• February 2013
• April 2013
• May 2013
• September 2013

credits
☀ CSS/BG ☁ PHOTO