i din mean to hurt anyone

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

3:13 AM

i dun mean to hurt anyone.
like i said in my previous post, i felt petty, it was a petty matter, and yet it affected me.
i talked abt being cool so i wont be affected, but that means i'm already affected.
i still cant get over him properly.

perhaps with time i will.
its just that seeing him face to face brings back all the insecurity and the pain and everything, and i had to stop myself from staring into is face. :(
felt bad..

i blog to forget things.

after i blog abt them, i stop thinking about them, it helps me to remain sane somehow :)

i have no wish to offend anyone, and all these are my own feelings and opinions, if they have offended anyone, remember that everyone is entitled to his or her own feelings and opinions, and usually opinions and feelings are as good as rotten eggs, cuz everyone believes in his or her own views.

and all the contents on this blog, have been carefully sifted to make sure they dun contain inflammatory stuff.
other den that, what's left is what i truly feel.

and L, its fine:)
i enjoyed my chalet.
it was fantastic cuz God stepped in, i believe meeting u that day has helped me become a stronger person somehow.
and i actually thank u for it.

we're still friends.
i sincerely hope that i can overcome this psychological barrier so that we can talk face to face someday without any emotional upheaval on my part

i'm sorry about telling u that u could come
i tot i could handle it, and now i know i've overestimated my healing capabilities.

stay happy and keep in touch. God bless, in ur dire situations, God cares, and God is there, whether u feel it or not :)

good night.
Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

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