milestone
Monday, February 16, 2009
1:12 AM
i managed to close a deal by myself today, helped mr hong boon's downline.attached him for appointment.he was older than me, the prospect was also older .
but yet, i managedto portray a more mature image, and in the end, closed something.
i'm rather excited.
feel so different after this experience.
u know, maybe i'm not just another pretty face, but one who could talk, and earn her keep, inspire other girls, and be a female role model.
that's who i aspire to be :)
before the appt, i was worried sick, and i did a poor job of masking it.
everyone could see i was damn kan chiong
because i was informed of the appt at the last min
i had planned to sit down and eat a nice dinner, after a gruelling first day training.
the first day training was with 2 jc guys, who asked a lotta qns, and had trouble trusting ppl and the product.
so naturally talked for abt 2 plus hours before managing to convince them a bit more.
sore throat sia.
happy too, my downline yanna, is learning fast.
got potential, and i dun have to worry much abt her.
:)
so was worried sick
kept telling myself its ok
God has planned out everything already.
all i need to do is do my best
go through the process learn something
and i felt better
kept reminding myself of the benefitting mindset as well.
and also that its an honor to be entrusted to attach someone.
cuz i've only attached once before
and i din close anything, good that someone take a chance with me
so yups, just have to go ahead and do it, even though i'm shaky inside.
in the end, i did y best, and i did enjoy it , surprisingly :)
the prospect was wonderfully encouraging and receptive i was rather shocked myself :)
all in all, its a good experience, and i felt i've pulled the distance btw me and eugene a lil closer.
i like that.
i like knowing that i can actualy achieve something, instead of running to eugene , my upline, when prob arises. :)
feel more confident abt myself as well
tis experience have sorta opened up another gateway for me.
feel like actually i could do so much more! :)
feel that i could become a more cheerful, more open, and more mature person.
i shared my feelings with yan, and he reminded me to thank those who have patientl guided me from the start, when i was throwing all my emotional fits, when i din know what's called controlling of emotions.
:)
how true. thanks for the reminder!
i think i also realized what eugene meant by energy and confidence is created inside u
i tot of the silkygirl cosmetics slogan, confidence in a blink of an eye.
how rubbish.
if i have to depend on my exterior for confidence, that would be quite sad.
afterall its the interior that counts :)
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