Of salsa classes, Deja vu and musings
Friday, June 25, 2010
12:09 AM
Its been some days in which i have last blogged.listening to some really great music from Glee musical, especially this one titled " Maybe this time "
the jazzy rendition is perfect to wind down after a long hard day :)
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Had girl's nights out on tuesday! So happy , haven met cat, wansing , yuan yuan for so so long!
I wore pants as i did not want to appear as if i'm too dressed up.
somehow i feel really insecure if i'm in a skirt, cuz i feel " weaker " somehow..
( maybe its just me)
and all 3 of them were in skirts! haha, all my friends have really changed a lot.
i could actually feel that we 're becoming 20 !
cat and wansing were having internships at some firm which is related to their course of study.
according to them, there's a lot of filing, keying in of data, and coffee making going around.
Yuan yuan, is helping out her prof meanwhile.
went to eat at food rebpublic and talked about old times.
after which we went to this really nice restaurant called " Honeymoon dessert" which sells very good hongkong desserts.
Lols, when cat promotes an eatery selling hongkong desserts, its a must go :)
as she's a hongkonger by birth, she can often be found criticizing the in-authenticity of those so called hongkong cafes :)
its surprisingly cheap!
4 people and the bill came up to $12.50 :)
i got this peanut tangyuan which tastes really good.
i think i might want to start turning towards healthier food, i feel a little ashamed of indulging in western food so much.
It feels like i'm losing out on an integral part of being chinese, being singaporean, if all i ever eat are steaks, and other western concoctions.
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wednesday, yansin's off day. she came to visit me, and she has this most gorgeous eye makeup on :) only on one side.
everytime she comes to visit me at work, i feel terribly guilty, because i always dun have time to entertain her.
this time too.
as i was talking to her, edmund, dias and holyrose came in to stock up. and sheela had just went home..
why must everyone come one shot?
i know i can handle la, ( haha- self praise) but dun come one shot at me ma..
and to make matters worse, this potential client came in and i spent the next one hour talking to her regarding our placement services and so on.
so yansin just sat behind the counter and played with the things on the table, before standing up to leave at 7 pm.
sorry! i guess we kept meeting each other at the wrong time
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thursday,
today was supposed to be my off day.
i was re-reading harry potter , prizoner of azkaban again last night and munching on some snacks, before i decided to log on and finally do up the sunflower post that was due for some time.
the moment i logged on at 2 am, booncheong poked me on facebook and asked if i'm able to work tomorrow cuz sheela had called in sick with fever..
so there goes my plan to sleep at 4 am..
and there goes my plan to remove my hair extensions..
rar..
today was a quiet day again, but it was much worse as my contact lens had been rebelling for several days...
i tell you, i hate the brand maxi-eyes!
i found out today that claris had the same brand, and it makes your eyes so dry.. and it shifts around in your eye so much ,you might feel that your eye is focusing and unfocusing constantly..
this is one of the reason why i kept tugging at my eye the whole day, and hence the concealer wore off quite fast.. sians.. i prob looked like a panda the whole day.
left at 6 pm, and met up with siwei, his sister and her friend siwee,( sorry for the mis-spelling)
first impression: the feeling i get from my sec school class ( for those people who knows what i'm talking about)
but i guess first impressions can be misleading.
and anyways i'm trying to not be so judgemental so fast.
i guess thats y i like talking to guys, cuz they're simple. they like you, they like you.
they dun like you, they dun like you.
the end!
with girls, its always some sort of guesswork/ politics game.
with a lot of hidden innuendo.
i felt quite insulted when i was treated like i was some "MERE" 20 year old.
and whats that thing about cutting in when someone's talking .
like you ask me a question and i answer, and you cut in.
its that acjc i'm superior feeling all over again.
gah!
i dun want to feel this , really i dun.
its all dejavu again, but strangely i'm not really bothering.
if its something i have to master, i jolly well learn to get along with these kind of people.
i guess its not the kind of people i'm used to.
my friends are more courteous, kind, honest,
not that they are not , dun get be wrong.
but there's a feeling lurking that these fast talking people are opinonated, out-spoken, will not take grudges down, and basically, not good to mess around with.
i'm feeling like a little roxanne. esp since i'm 20 years, and technically the youngest .
i really hate that feeling.
but i guess , i was reflecting on the bus, perhaps i'm trying too much too soon. i am , all buy 20 years. :)
should let nature takes its course.
and i'm not the same roxanne i was 2 years ago, i can handle anything that comes my way with the help of God!
i'm not so easily scared, intimidated.
let's show the world, the coming out of roxanne, i look forward to the day in which i can finally be my own woman, confident, self assured, knows her own limits and strength , and will not permit any other person to put her down.
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salsa dance class is getting more and more complicated.
i'm currently having problems with the shoulder roll. relax and have fun!
key word for myself: relax!
dun anticipate, i'm actually enjoying salsa more and more :)
i can do it ! i'm amazed i can do it!
i really feel salsa is the way to go :)
to becoming a more flexible, exuberant, open, and strong lady.
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friday will be going to twoleftfeet's social salsa party with a whole bunch of ac people whom i have not met for ages.
feeling a little apprehensive.
i guess i care too much thats y i get hurt as much as well.
i think siwei said something really perfectly, dun have too much expectations on others, because it will only bring you more disappointments.
yea, i'm just gonna go there and enjoy!
no limitations!
:)
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