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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
10:53 PM
I guess its really amazing how disciplined you will be to take whatever course of action neccessary to get something you really really want...
lols, i NEVER was an organized, disciplined person..
never ever ever
but now i find myself obessed with planning, organizing, prioritizing, and etc!
oh my goodness..
i've changed !
eh.. not sure if its a good thing.. its nice to slack .. it would be nice to slack and take it easy.
but the france trip is like a do or die kinda thing...
I must must must go this year! because next year i'll be dying from school work..
and next year, saving up to give myself a surprise on my 21st birthday! :)
saving up for my car too ..
lots of things to do! starting my business.. that has been on standby for pretty long..
been giving tution once a week, working at sunflower at least two days per week, trying to balance the increasingly difficult tschool work, and trying to prioritize some time for wayne because it'll be 2 years roughly the next time he is back for good ...
and after all that, at night, when i'm dead tired, i've to be nice to myself.
by doing things i like,
like reading books/newspapers, or making some crafts,window shopping online or pampering myself with face masks, feet masks, nice food, etc..
rar...
roxanne charged up ..
but tired ...
i know.... no choice.. i really really really really really really really wanna go to France! Like i said, wayne being there is an extra huge bonus, but a bonus nonetheless ..
so alrights! its not like he owes me for going or whatever.. in a r/s, there is no oweing i believe, its either you do it, or you dun .
and its either you're happy with what he's doing/ or you're happy with how much you're doing
its like econs eh.. deman vs supply
haha!!
to france , straight ahead! Full speed! XD
and when i'm there, i'll enjoy it fully, because i've paid my dues, and i totally 101% deserved all the fun i will get there.