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Sunday, November 21, 2010

3:34 PM

after much deliberation, i've decided to resume this blog

heck the hiatus.

why m i making myself so miserable over this?

ok, so he doesnt like me as a girlfriend anymore

ok , so i've accepted that i will move on, and i will move on .

i wont wait for him for two years,

i cant bear to face the fact that whilst i'm still having feelings for him, he doesnt have any for me.
i cant face him while knowing that there might be no chance that he will like me more than a friend again if i continue like this

can you ? if you're me ?

why m i making myself so sad because he doesnt like me anymore.
move on gal

so masochistic.

i just need to wipe myself clean, clean my memories, devoid of him.
before i go to paris.
i dun want to get tangled in this sheet again.
i just want to get on with life.

whatever happens in the future is the future
to heck with it .. if if if .
if he wants me back after 2 years
then thats his problem
and thats my problem to think about in the future.


can anything possess less clarity than a relationship ?


you know unrequited love is like the saddest thing happening ?
and the worse part is , when you have had a taste of it, and you like it , and den you're left hanging in midair

cruel cruel cruel

if we had never had started, i wouldnt have minded so much.


if he wants a cordial r/s den so be it

this is not a life/ death issue

i dun need to let it affect my tests, sanity and my life
i mean, what is he ?
who is he ?
not my bf now isnt it ?

den i dun need to care.

why do i care so much

i just do whatever i need to do to resume living .

let the interruption stop here.

i've really had enough .

I'M SICK TO SHEET OF THIS MESS.
Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

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