ARCHIVES FOR MORE POSTS

Friday, March 11, 2011

2:05 PM

rather miffed by what my mom is nagging about now ...
maybe i just dun have the proper charm you know to charm older ladies
my sister seems to handle it well
ok, so what if i travel a lot
its my own money
and den she'll nag , yea, dun know value of money
we're so poor already, your tuition fee barely covering and still you have money to go overseas and spend ! never contribute to family
so what if i'm born in a poor family ?
i mean, yea, so i earn my own money right ?
its not at if we're so poor we have to beg for food ? i mean then i would of course cut back on my travel definitely .. but she nagged at me for being inconsiderate just because i din have school for 2 weeks, hello! to stay at home to study for my exams...
and den she said : since you're staying at home everyday, forfeit your 300 dollars pocket money. ..
ok, me and my mom, we did an agreement and i signed it,
i'm entitled to 300 dollars every month, including holidays to cover my expenses, food, study material, textbooks, travelling and hp bills.
i'm entitled to it ! i can choose to forfeit it, but hey its out of goodwill, and especially now, i'm rather tight on cash, and m still working tuition jobs depsite my busy exam schedules just so i can raise money for things i want
like braces, like my car, like my business funding...
its not as if she's poor as well! ok we are poor to an extent, but my mom is a shrewd woman, she did her budgeting, and i heard that my dad's cpf is enough to see us through at least til we're all 23 .
bloody hell.. while i buy $10 bugis street clothes, my mom buys $20 ++ dorothy perkins clothes...
and go for dance classes..
ok i know this is rather unfair to nitpick so i shadnt , but the thing is , my money, i spend it my way.
i'm not unreasonable, and i'll see when its necessary to chip in to help out the family.
now i'm stduying, i'm only earning less than 300 a month doing murderous tuition 3 times a week, 2 hours a time.
so cut me some slack ok !
when i'm earnign 3k a month, fine ! you can bet i'll give you monthly allowance... cheee...
now i'm just feeding myself
--------------------
on topic of travelling,
travel so much, so distracted, fail studies
hello! no link????
distraction can be controlled, ppl get distracted because they dun want to study !
i know i travel a lot, and sometimes it eats into my studying time, but i'm doing all i can to catch up, i mug hard, i play harder
all these you do not see
you just see me spending money " frivoulously " without a care.
you know how bloody freaking hard i worked myself to the core just so i can afford these fricking trips to Paris and to HK ?
you think i just decided to go like that ?
you think i have unlimited money from tuition is it ?
you teach tuition also, you know the market rate.
i'm lucky to get about 250 a month that is...
angry angry angry ...
i repeat.
I WILL NEVER NEVER EVER EVER FAIL MY COURSE
NO MATTER WHAT I DO
I'M IN SIM TO GET MY FIRST CLASS FREAKING HONORS.
AND NO BODY, AND NO EVENT WILL EVER AFFECT THAT.
i do not study for you, i study for myself.
call it whatever you will ..
i'm done here.
--------------------------
maybe a little affected by the prelim exams today
I REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO DUN TAKE EXAMS SERIOUSLY
ITS NOT EVEN A CONDUSIVE ENVIRONMENT FOR ME TO FOCUS ON MY PAPER WITHOUT THE SOUND OF A TABLE SCRAPING AT THE BACK, AND PEOPLE SAUNTERING SLOWING TOWARDS THE FRONT TO HAND IN A VIRTUALLY EMPTY PAPER.
AFTER 30 MIN THERE WERE PEOPLE WALKING OUT , HELLO? ITS A 3 HR PAPER, YOU'VE BARELY READ THE QUESTION ....
NEVER STUDY COME FOR WHAT ? JUST IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF PPL TRYING TO DO THEIR PAPER.
you're not taking this seriously and it pisses me , its insulting to ppl like me and a few others who have really sat down and TAKEN on the effort to study for the exam..
that's the thing with SIM, you get a mix of rubbish students, and you get some really good students.
ok, i'm generalizing, but fact is , i'm the only one in my clique who actually went for the exams, and on twitter and facebook, there were news of my sim friends on outings, for dates, going to fly kites the day before exams...
sheesh....
did we not pay the same amount for exams? $1900 in total ?
and dun our degree costs the same ? 23 K in total?
i dun know why i'm so riled up, but the cheap attitude that my richer counterparts have towards degrees and studies just irks me to no end.
while i'm struggling here to feed myself and pay off my tuition loan in the future, and get braces and car , and start my own business...
some have it so good, and they just dun realize it ,
i want to give them a tight tight slap on the face.
like WAKE THE SHEET UP ! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING /???
ok , i must chill, not everyone have the same goals in life,
and i just feel so sad for all you people who dun take studies seriously.
cuz 1 )
you're wasting your time here if this is not your goal
2) i feel sad fo your parents for their money to go down the drain
3) its definitely going to be harder for you to survive outside without a degree , whether you like it or not, accept it or, or even bother likening it to one of your current goals now or not.
if you dun have a specialized career, like artist, or pianist or what
you're quite quite gone
say hello to menial and low paying jobs and work your way up
not everyone is like bill gates you know..
------------------
studying is hard, but if you cant master this now, what makes you so sure you can master whatever's outside ? when all the " outside " people more or less have survived studying ?
think about it ..
nothing worth doing is ever easy !
rar... like a very huge rant post..
Toh Wan Qin Roxanne

Create Your Badge

profile
Hello. my name is (Roxanne),and this is my online diary.

I love the color YELLOW, though i don't wear it.

I love clowns, frogs, polka dots, and whimisical brollies.

I love olden english, the Victorian era, and am a steampunk fan.

I love good architecture, classic designs, photography, and arts and craft.

I am a die hard Romantic and I love doing things with people I love.

It is my ambition to be a businesswoman , and my childhood dream to be an air stewarddess.


I am random and fickle like the wind.

75% unpredictablilty 20% steadfastness, and 5% craziness

blogskins / livejournal



friends
One Two Three Four Five Six Seven

Archives
• May 2005
• June 2005
• July 2005
• August 2005
• September 2005
• October 2005
• November 2005
• December 2005
• January 2006
• February 2006
• March 2006
• April 2006
• May 2006
• June 2006
• July 2006
• August 2006
• September 2006
• December 2006
• January 2007
• April 2007
• May 2007
• June 2007
• July 2007
• August 2007
• September 2007
• October 2007
• November 2007
• December 2007
• January 2008
• February 2008
• March 2008
• April 2008
• May 2008
• June 2008
• July 2008
• August 2008
• September 2008
• October 2008
• November 2008
• December 2008
• January 2009
• February 2009
• March 2009
• April 2009
• May 2009
• June 2009
• July 2009
• August 2009
• September 2009
• December 2009
• January 2010
• February 2010
• March 2010
• April 2010
• May 2010
• June 2010
• July 2010
• August 2010
• September 2010
• October 2010
• November 2010
• December 2010
• January 2011
• February 2011
• March 2011
• April 2011
• May 2011
• June 2011
• July 2011
• August 2011
• September 2011
• October 2011
• November 2011
• December 2011
• January 2012
• February 2012
• March 2012
• April 2012
• May 2012
• August 2012
• January 2013
• February 2013
• April 2013
• May 2013
• September 2013

credits
☀ CSS/BG ☁ PHOTO