Thursday, April 12, 2012
10:27 PM
Today's been sort of badplanned things undone
things that i shouldnt have done accomplished
time wasted feeling lousy
feeling insecure
feeling guilty that i've said some stuff that i shouldnt have
why feeling so bad ?
why take it so harsh ?
about the things i've said, i'm really sorry i blurted it out at the point in time to two other ppl who are not involved
i dun mean it .. really , i din stop to think what consequences it would have, how you would feel.
or how it would reflect on me ..
thats me all right, i dun stop to think of consequences before doing things, i'm not honest enough with myself, always downplaying the consequences and uplifting my handling abilities and feelings.
same could have been said for the things that i had promised not to do
i think i'm too harsh with myself.
28 days to exams... feeling so stressed...
i can pass of course
but i cant just pass.... it'll totally destroy my average... stressed about the level of inability in studies..
i really just need to focus so bad.. but its mind against heart, as always... rarrr
i'm turning weak, really i m ... a leopard's spots never really change. you cant really break the mould you are made from entirely.
i tot i did... but thats no excuse
have to stop giving excuses... seriously
angst...
caricature order
it came at a really bad timing...
sigh
i just really want to finish it asap
Really need God's help, strength and guidance now..
feel so urgghhhhhh that i could burst
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I love the color YELLOW, though i don't wear it.
I love clowns, frogs, polka dots, and whimisical brollies.
I love olden english, the Victorian era, and am a steampunk fan.
I love good architecture, classic designs, photography, and arts and craft.
I am a die hard Romantic and I love doing things with people I love.
It is my ambition to be a businesswoman , and my childhood dream to be an air stewarddess.
75% unpredictablilty 20% steadfastness, and 5% craziness
Hello. my name is (Roxanne),and this is my online diary.
I am random and fickle like the wind.
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